A Sermon by Donel McClellan
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A Sermon by Donel McClellan
First Congregational United Church of Christ, Bellingham, Washington

Hot Topics for the Summer: The Imaginary God
John 6:51-58
August 20, 2000 - Pentecost 10

Clergy friend John Severson shared a story recently, called "Dining With God."

When Seymour passed away, God greeted him at the Pearly Gates. "Thou be hungry, Seymour?" said God.

"I could eat," Seymour replied.

So God opened a can of tuna and reached for a chunk of rye bread and they shared it. While eating this humble meal, Seymour glanced down into Hell and saw the inhabitants devouring huge steaks, lobsters, pheasants, pastries, and fine wines. Curious, but deeply trusting, Seymour remained quiet.

The next day God again invited Seymour for another meal. Again, it was tuna and rye bread. Once again looking down, Seymour could see the denizens of Hell enjoying caviar, champagne, lamb, truffles, and chocolates. Still Seymour said nothing.

The following day, mealtime arrived and God opened another can of tuna. Seymour could contain himself no longer. Meekly, he said: "God, I am grateful to be in heaven with you as a reward for the pious, obedient life I led. But here in heaven all I get to eat is tuna and a piece of rye bread and in the Other Place they eat like emperors and kings! Forgive me, O God, but I just don’t understand."

God sighed: "Let’s be honest, Seymour. For just two people does it pay to cook?"

Now just think for a moment. How does the image of God in that story relate to your image of God? Since nobody has seen God, all we have to go on are our images—our imaginary God. This is a source of great freedom and great controversy. The freedom and the controversy revolve around what we humans see, hear, touch, taste and smell. We generally agree that the world is indeed composed of all we can see. The great question is, does what we perceive comprise all of the world, or are there parts of creation which cannot be seen, touched, tasted, heard or smelled?

Of course, when I list the senses, I mean to include all the technological amplifiers and processors which our emerging science used to extend our perception from electron microscopes to radio telescopes. After circumnavigating the globe a Russian cosmonaut reported, "I did not see God." The statement came from a representative of an officially atheistic state. It created no particular shock in the West however. Most ministers passed it off as a naive observation but I considered it rather profound. To affirm that "I did not see God" simply extends and confirms the uncritical scientific faith of most Americans. The majority of our citizens claim to have a belief in God, but frankly, there is little evidence that their belief in God impacts society in any singularly discernable way. In other words, we talk the talk, but we don’t much walk the walk.

How does one imagine God in a time when science determines what exists and does not exist, what is real and what is fantasy.

From time to time I get into discussions with friends of our children. Most of these friends are not actively religious in any formal way. At some point, the discussion turns to the existence of God. They ask why I believe God exists. I respond with a brief account of the witness of the historical community of the church, the perspective of the Bible, and my personal experience. Then, they play their trump card. How do I know, they ask, that my image of God is not just a projection of my wish that there was a God. Those of us who took philosophy remember Feuerbach who claimed that humans had a desire to live forever. Therefore we have projected this infantile wish upon the universe and named it God.

I have never had a great answer for this charge until recently when I came across campus pastor and professor William Willimon’s response. He said to one such philosophical critic:

"That shows just how little you know. If we were going to project a God, we would certainly not have projected this one! We’ve demonstrated, time and again through the centuries, that we are capable of producing many more accessible and likable Gods than this one!"1

The modern concept that God is nothing but a wish projection probably had its birth in 1907 with Sigmund Freud. That year he read a paper, "Obsessive Actions and Religious Practices".2 In that paper. Freud claimed, on the basis of his work with neurotic patients, that the "petty ceremonials" of religion are basically a sort of personality sickness. God is only a symptom of deep inner insecurities. "One might venture to regard obsessional neurosis as a pathological formation of a religion, and to describe that neurosis as an individual religiosity and religion as a universal obsessional neurosis." In other words, according to Freud, only sick people could be religious.

That fit well into a world in which the emerging discoveries of the physical sciences where claiming the attention and the increasing economic support of the West.

It is the nature of modernity to reduce most human experiences to a category of artificial reality. For the modern mind, there is no reality outside the self, no values outside those which are self-generated, no aesthetic apart from that of the most critical post-modern deconstruction. Therefore what we call God is only a projection of something inside ourselves. What we call music is only a series of sound waves bouncing around the atmosphere. What we call art is only a pattern of forms and colors which stimulate the neuro-chemical processes of the brain.

Freud continued this line of thinking in The Future of an Illusion (1927). There he dismisses "the fairy-tales of religion" as only an illusion "derived from human wishes." "The effect of religious thinking may be likened to that of a narcotic," says Dr. Freud. This, as you can imagine, was something like what Marx said when he charged that religion was "the opiate of the common people." Religion is a cheap drug.

Ana-Maria Rizzuto charged, in her book, Birth of the Living God: A Psychoanalytic Study that contemporary psychoanalysis has never been able to break free of Freud’s prejudiced, reductionistic, vehemently negative account of religion.

Rizzuto notes that human being are inherently imagining and projecting creatures. In order to live in the world, we constantly projecting images on our mental screens, images that may be accurate or inaccurate representations of the world.

For instance, I know a two-year-old who has a fixation with a baby blanket. Whenever he feels insecure, he grabs his blankie and feels better. Why? Obviously the blankie is a reminder of the comforting presence of mommy and daddy. When he is holding the blanket, the toddler feels close to the parent. This feeling of closeness is a projection—an act of imagination.

But it is not a lie. Because, the child who is busy projecting the comforting presence of the parent, through the object of the blanket really has a parent somewhere. There really is a connection between the child’s projection of the parent and the parent, the child’s feeling of security when holding the blankie and a parent who's hugs and comforting make the child secure.

Rizzuto notes how such a projection is absolutely essential to our self-definition. We are busy painting mental pictures of the world in order to live in the world. These mental pictures. though sometimes inadequate, though often limited by our imagination and our experiences, are nevertheless connected to the world. Without them we cannot survive.

One of the reasons science works for us is that it is such a successful illusion and projection. Science makes theories about the way the world is. It has ways of testing and confirming its theories. But even when its theories are not completely confirmed, they are helpful ways of construing or imagining the world. And even when the theories of science are confirmed, they are still theories, images of what is going on in the world.

Our imaginary illusions are not false, they are not lies; rather, they are projections from the richness of human experience into our consciousness through which we organize and make sense of experience. Those who make theories of the world are busy assembling information about the world in such a way as to enable the rest of us to live in the world with a little less anguish and confusion. This is not some kind of naive, sick endeavor, but our natural human attempt to live creatively in the world.

Maybe the reason Freud’s thought is so abusive toward religion is that it sees perceptively that religion is a major competitor for the question of, "Who gets to define the real world?"

Jesus said:

I myself am the living bread come down from heaven. If any eat this bread, they will live forever; the bread I will give for the life of the world is my flesh.

Is this a literal statement, or does is call upon us to use our imagination to understand it? I think it is obviously a metaphor, but one which the faithful have taken with great seriousness over the centuries. Today, I simply want to note that John claims that this "living bread" came down from heaven. That is to say, Jesus came to us.

That causes me to wonder. What if the world I live in is not only my projection, but also God’s? Think about that. Christians claim that the God of Israel and the church, the God of Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, and Mary, is more than a helpful metaphor. This God is a reality.

What if the Bible is right in its claim that God is busy acting and speaking to us? What if my images of God are not simply my projections out of my own ego needs, but gifts, gifts from a ceaselessly revealing God who is determined to be known?

I confess that, when I think, I am busy projecting certain images upon the screen. But what if God is also busy projecting images upon the screen? What if when I say "God," I am not just throwing my projections and wishes out into the universe, but I am also being bombarded by images: the good shepherd, the waiting parent, the crucified Savior, the patient teacher, the bread come from heaven? These are images that have been projected upon me by the Christian faith.

What if I myself am God’s projection, a construct in the mind of God, something that God is working on as a project?

Surely you have wrestled with some difficult problem and suddenly had that "Aha!" experience. The solution unfolds itself almost miraculously. Normally, we think of these experiences as self-derived. We say things like, "In that moment it all came together for me. It all came to me. I figured it out."

But what if those moments are literally times when "it came to me"? What if this Sunday, your faith is not something that you summoned forth within yourself, but rather something that has been given to us from the outside, placed upon us? In today’s gospel Jesus says, "I am the living bread that came down from heaven," Christ comes to us. Comes to us from outside our consciousness, bringing something to us we could not have had on our own, showing us something about God we could not have merely imagined on our own. God comes to us before we come to God.

Think about it.

Amen.

Notes:

1. William Willimon, Pulpit Resource, August 20, 2000, p. 32. I am indebted to Dr. Willimon for many of the ideas in this sermon.

2. The story is from Robert Coles, "Freud and God," pages 104)120 in The New Christian Humanist, Gregory Wolf, ed., 1997.